Sunday, October 28, 2007 @ 10:49 PM


i am so happy now!

thanks sam for blessing me with those jodi picoult books!!

hahahs. MPH had their warehouse sale over the weekend. jodi picoult books were gg for almost half price!!!! i really couldnt help myself to buy 2 books.. and got another, for one more day.. its the same author as tuesday with morrie, i think.. i manage to get 3 books because sam was there with me.. i was damm broke already.. so i borrowed money from him to get it first..(thanks for sacrificing!) i was planning to return him the $$ after my pay comes in next week.. also, asking for sponsers for my books! i called my sis and she agreed and just today, i met my aunt and she agreed too.. BUT! i called sam just now regarding some usher stuff.. he suddenly said, "bing, i got bad news.." i was like.. "what?" then he said, "i think the $$ for the books, you dont have to pay me.. i bless you with it." i was like.. *jaw dropped* "really??!?!?!?!"

lalalala. i am damm happy is not just because of the blessing but i can really see God in this.. i actually gave a huge offering on friday because i didnt have small change and i just felt, i must give something! so i gave.. i really felt the pinch in my heart.. i was like... ohh man... so i told God, you must bless me back ok! hahahas. thank God! he is real and good!

when sam broke the "bad news" to me.. i asked why later on... i love his reply!
"i also dont know.. but i just feel like blessing you.."

it must be God!

*grins*

Friday, October 26, 2007 @ 10:49 PM


SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH

i prolly can continue typing SIGH for the next one hour or so.. i need to get a life.. shijie is also mean enough to rub salt into my wound that the fact i am gg home after school! wah lau.. damm secondary school.. oh no.. worst.. its primary school..

anyway, my boy went to mos yeseterday... i didnt go.. SIGH AGAIN.. :(((((((((((((((((

damm grumpy now..

Sunday, October 21, 2007 @ 10:49 PM


man.. i am captivated.... i feel like i am in dreamland...

he look damm good in that burberry belt..

to think i was just telling my sister, i have a fetish for guys who wears branded belts like gucci and all.. i think guys who own a gucci belt rocks.. however, i hate guys who carries gucci! *yucks* gays!

anyway, so cute so cute so cute! he is so cute!

Saturday, October 20, 2007 @ 10:49 PM


theres so much things i wanna blog about that i really dont know where to start from.. i wanna talk abt last night, i wanna talk abt today..

so.. lets start from last night.. i had prayer meeting with cg.. i have to admit, i went for prayer mtg with an ULTRA bad attitude.. i know it myself.. sigh.. what happened to me man.. so, anyway, i went in the end.. prayed.. and God showed me something which i can just go "WOW WOW WOW!" firstly, he spoke to me about psalms 103:11-16. something regarding the fear of the Lord.. later on as we prayed, he showed me something about the coming arise and build.. as i was praying in the cg, this phrase just struck me, "let our giving have a vision.." when those words left my mouth, i was like... "man~~" i think pst phil said something abt this before.. then the holy spirit showed me this verse, "a man without a vision perishes" so would your offering perish if your offering doesnt have a vision.. when we sow, what are you expecting God for?? what is the vision that your arise and build carry?? if it doesnt have any, yes, you may be giving it to God.. maybe you will get a few blessings here and there, but your arise and build money will perish if it doesnt have a vision! so friends, those who are participating in arise and build in two weeks time.. what is the vision you have for your arise and build? you know.. when we build God's house, God will build our house.. but what house do u want God to build for you?? when God told us to build his house, man.. he was specific.. he said, "in the marketplace, for the marketplace to penetrate the marketplace.." as God want to build a "house" back for us, we need to tell him too! the house of studies?? the house of good family relationship?? what is it that you want?? jesus said, "you have receive nothing, because you have ask of me nothing" ASK! and it shall be given! as we arise and build, yes!, its all about Him! but dont miss the second part, that His heart is all about us..

have faith and trust Him as we continue in this walk with Him.. glory to glory, faith to faith.. lets get ready to see the manisfestation of his power!

Friday, October 12, 2007 @ 10:49 PM


i am tired from head to toe and toe to head.. and i dont understand why am i even still blogging since i am that tired.. had been working for the past 4 days.. MAN.. I AM TIRED.. AHH

just saw my tp timetable.. man.. ITS DISGUSTING! so many lessons!!! taking Psychology for this sem cds.. when i saw the name jeff on my timetable, i was like... REALLY!!! then i realised its not him.. he called later and i told him and he said he isnt gg to teach in tp for this sem.. MAN.. WHY LIKE THAT! when i am taking it this sem..

i just finished jodi picoult, the pact.. MAN.. I LOVE HER! she is a really really really good writer! i love the part she says abt the connection between the girl and boy..

"because you're two halves of a whole"

i badly need some sleep before i faint.

anyway, click five gg to MOS. i wish i can be there. but i heard from kel, a ticket will cost over a hundred.. SIGH SIGH SIGH

@ 1:08 AM


had a fun filled day in town! like FINALLY!! its been.. i think a month since i last stepped there! hahhas.

met up with kel and walked around.. supposedly to get make up but didnt even buy a single one in the end! hahhas. later we settled down at tcc just to slack! its fun! played with her nitendo ds and watched her ipod video! nitendo makes my hand itch lah! i really really feel like getting one!!! but... arise and build is coming.. wonder is it wise for me to get it now.. anyway after slacking, we continued walking around aimlessly.. no no.. not really aimlessly.. i needed to get a present.. dropped by chanel! yes! CHANEL! touched my beautiful beautiful bag!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHH!!! price: $3620.00.. *heart pain* dont talk abt it already lah.. i hate chanel!

i better stop blogging.. i need to pack my bag for tml's stayover and some other stuff lah..

Sunday, October 07, 2007 @ 10:43 PM


woah.. its been a long long time since i last blogged..

anyway, life has been great great great! gotten a breakthrough that i wanted! but i want more! yup! like what jeff said, we all need to be progressive people.. God is a progressive God and we must keep up with Him.. he didnt keep humanity in the stone ages because He is a creative God! a progressive one! yup! so i am looking towards for my next breakthrough!

seriously, i have no idea what to blog about.. OH! like i said a loong time ago about me curling my hair.. its official! by this week or next! i found the salon that i can trust my precious virgin hair with! its not anything famous like toni and guy.. is only at marine parade but somehow, when i saw the hairstylist that came out to talk to me when i was looking at the shop, i feel that.. hmm.. i can trust my hair with this guy. let me clarify, is not because he is cute, gorgeous or whatsoever, though i cant deny his dressing sense is good.. hahahas. yup.. so i am calling to make an appointment soon! but wait, i need to locate that picture that i cut out from shan shan's seventeen mag.. i feel so exited! cant wait! pray for my hair!

i am gg to read my life support now.. dont wanna blog anymore! take care all!

Monday, October 01, 2007 @ 3:36 AM


i am suppose to do something productive like watching fang yang de xing xing and not blogging!! argh! but my computer gave up on me!!! it just refuse, i repeat, REFUSE, to load my show!! AHHHHHHHH! nightmare!! sigh..

went out for dinner with my family after service.. its cool.. cos no guys allowed! hahahas. we just talked and all.. although it is only at 85 market eating all sorts of food.. anyway, i think i am addicted to the pork porridge and ice lemon tea at 85.. to me, thats a combo set! hahahahs. damm nice and cheap! i love! i must eat that at least once a week. goodness! this craving is bad! hahahas.

went ntuc shopping after that.. yes. at that small pathetic ntuc., hahahhas. but! my powerful junkie skill emerged the moment i held that green basket in my hand! man! mum spent like near to a hundred in that small place.. usually, mum will only spent a hundred over in the ten times bigger ntuc at tamp mall.. but somehow, i really bought EVERYTHING i want.. without her complaining so much.. i used to have a quota set by my eldest sis, that i can only grab six items.. man... those days were terrible~~ hahahs.

this post is random as you can see.. tml, having an usher leaders gathering! hope that it will be a fun filled one! our monday nights planning MUST be paid off tml!! God, pls see it through~~

"i must keep moving on and on and on. no looking back! look forward to the things God has installed for you!"

oh! i must blogged abt friday's cg! it was fantastic! cat got us to speak a word of encouragement into each other's lives.. i partnered with carita! she was quite fearful at first but the word she gave me! man! it was a word JUST IN TIME! thanks girl! i am glad she was ministered by what i spoke to her.. at first when God led me to that verse, i was like.. "SURE OR NOT! God, what do u want me to speak abt!!" but i didnt care less when just went ahead with it.. she didnt cry, she just listened to me.. i was like.. "oh man oh man! God, touched her!" ahahahhas. but when cat asked her in front of the entire cg, she started to say a few words, then wanted to start crying... but didnt.. becos of personal reasons.. when i saw that.. i was like "PHEW!" at the end of the cg, cat also got us to do something interesting! we all had a paper in our hand, and we will pass it around, then members will start writing something good only about each other! i was really blessed! :D

"my grace is sufficient for you.. my STRENGTH is made PERFECT in your WEAKNESS"

"i bow down on my knees and press in.."

"you can never lead someone you fear"

"if your heart is still in the past, you will miss out the beautiful scenery of the present"

"if you are a real diamond, you will shine"

"jewel=precious possession"